Us...

Isn't it cute? 超可愛いね！


"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you -- Winnie-the-Pooh"

Lifeless

I feel as though an energy had been sucked out of my body.

I feel restless. I feel hopeless.

Even chocolates didn't manage to perk me up. But I want to break free of this feeling. How?

"So many things have changed in just a matter of days."

While waiting for a Bus...

Took these while waiting for a bus to go home. I thought it was rather cool. Hehe.


"Ok. It is stupid."

Sweet Memories in the Form of Photographs

Nostalgia.

I just spent some 20 minutes flipping through some old photographs. Some are childhood photos, some are primary school photos, secondary school photos, and some photos taken during my poly days.

And as I browse through these photographs, I can't help but giggled to myself. Man, do I look like a dork or what??! I looked so different back then. And all those friends that I had. We had basically stopped contacting each other since the beginning of time, and when I looked at the photos, it makes me wonder how they look like now. I can't even remember some of their names.

But the fun of looking at old photos is that, it sort of brings you back to the past, just like old times. It's like a record of your life at that moment. And it brings joy and sweetness whenever you re-visit it.

Now I know why I like photo-taking so much.


"I will continue shooting no matter what."

Normal... Or Not?

I can't believe it.

I'm not used to working in the normal shift. I meant, more like I missed my night shift work. My hubby, my friends and colleagues are all in night shift.

I can't wait for my training to conclude and I can go back to my night life. For now, I'll just have to "bear" with being normal.


"You know, I can't watch the Euro Cup because of that."

Time Machine

If I had a time machine, would it make me a happier person? Would it have made me more human?

A lot of people would love the idea of a time machine. They would be able to travel back to the past, amend things that they could have done, or things that they regretted doing, or saved their loved ones from death. Or travel to the future to have a glimpse of what things might become. There are a lot of reasons of wanting a time machine, aren't there?

I would love to have one too. I keep thinking to myself that, many of times. I would then go back to my school days and study really hard, graduate from university and get a really nice job and stuff. And if it still fails, I can always go back in time. Is it not? But would I have grown and mature?

People are afraid of making mistakes. That's why they need a time machine, to transport them to where they had flawed, and then make amendments. But who doesn't err? Doesn't that make us human? Then there wouldn't be history to learn from, right? We would just be living our lives over and over again.

So sometimes I wonder if this thing, having a time machine, is good or bad. Maybe it is possible to be made, but then maybe the inventor is also considering the consequences that this invention would bring. It's best then, not to invent this machine at all. Whatever it is that we do, do with it with your heart and soul and mind. Don't fret over it.


"Do what you feel is best, but don't fret over your mistakes. No one is keeping track if them. Be simple, be natural, and you will come close to being who you really are."

"The past is past. If your past goes back ten years, or ten thoussand, what difference does it make? You are alive now. Don't worry about past lives. Don't worry about future lives. Live now, enjoy."

Thinking...

I've been thinking...

And I can't think of anything that is worth waiting for this year...

Isn't that ... sad?

No participation, no anticipation.


"And that damned flu is coming back again, leaving me nose-blocked!"

A Changed Person

Or rather, a changed attitude.

I personally do not believe that any relationship between a man and woman that went hay wired, would cause someone to change drastically, personality especially.

To me, these people are just making excuses, that their past relationships made them this way or that. Come on, who never suffer from a broken heart? A lot did. But how many people made it through anyway? A lot did.

I totally cannot understand and do not tolerate people who try to act unreasonably just because they had a difficult relationship. Like, a woman has to act like a bitch because her ex cheated on her. Or, a man has to cheat the money out of all the women he met because his ex was such a person. You don't have to be revengeful.

If everyone uses this as an excuse, I think the world will be a very unpeaceful place to live in.


"Enough said."

Man...

Man.

何物だ？

Weak, selfish, lecherous... I mean some of the men, not all. They should just burn in HELL!!


"If all guys are bad people, make sure you got the rich one."