Oh Yes, Lolita!

Went down to Far East with Ano-chan just now. She saw a Goth-Lolita-Punk top which she coveted during our last shopping trip, and so, she had bought it, along with a GLP short skirt. 超可愛いですよ！And I also took the liberty to try on one of the GLP dresses. Love it!

Me, a Lolita?

"ゴスロリが大好きだから。"

Who do I want to Be?

I just want to be myself.

A happy one at that. Just me. I can slog at work, take all the beatings at work, but at the end of the day, I know that I am still me. I have my own views, though I might be quiet about it. Nobody can instigate me to do something I don't like. That's me.


"Someday I will be Queen, but I will always be myself."

Put Happiness on Top!

If your reputation is your top concern, revise your list. Put happiness on top!

Do you want to live your life your own way, or do you want to figure out how other people expect you to live your life and then put all your energy into living up to what you think their ideal is? If your reputation is your top concern, where on your list of priorities would you put your happiness? Stop making choices based on how you will look in the eyes of others. That doesn't matter in the long run. Do something because it's right for you, today.

My horoscope for the day. And how true can it get! And to those who had wronged me, betrayed my trust and friendship, I forgive you. Because I've got a life ahead of me and I will not let you get me down. My happiness is on top of my list. You are entitled to your own opinions and me to mine. If you think you are right, then you are right. I shall not argue or ask why.

And I refuse to make my life miserable by condemning you.



"A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your successes."

Shopping Spree

Went on a shopping spree today. All I can say is, it's good to go shopping with your girlfriends :)


"My shoulders looked as if they were going to give way."

New Found Happiness

You know, I've always been this cranky and hot-tempered girl. Especially during work, I would scold my MAs when they do things that piss me off. Well, a lot of things pisses me off.

So one day, I scold this MA when she told me she doesn't know how to use a vacuum cleaner. Then, a couple of weeks later, when she saw me looking tired and worn out, she offered me her chair to rest on. At that instance, I felt guilty and ashamed of myself. She had repaid my insolence and haughtiness with kindness.

And for some reasons, I felt some changes in me soon after this episode. For some strange reasons, I began to feel peace in my heart and mind. I do feel anger, but I am able to bring it down before hurtful words come out of my mouth. I think that it is a really wonderful feeling. To treat people kindly and with respect. To be able to smile when you really feel like smiling, to laugh when you feel like laughing. It's all so genuine.

And now, I am able to talk and joke with my MAs and other people without being like a hot-headed, crazy woman, just like before. I have also learned to take things easy. Just shrug them off, if you know what I mean.



"Try it. It's addictive."

昨日

昨日私は誰でも話しませんでした。私は隠するみたいです。誰でも見えない。


"I need to repent."

BS 1st Meeting

Yesterday's meeting with the BS was unbelievably short. We went there to discuss about the WG design. I thought it would take at least 3 hours to come to an understanding and consensus of the design, but we only took one and a half hours. I was thinking that maybe I had been too easy to please. Or maybe the designer knew what I was thinking and what I wanted. Something good had better come out of it. Either way, the 1st fitting will be in June. 楽しみです！


"I am trying my best to relax."

Step by Step

A number of things had been accomplished today. The wedding lunch, the animation, and the purchase of a queen-sized bed and mattress. As long as we take things in its stride, we should be able to overcome all obstacles. Step by step.

Tomorrow, our 1st meeting with the bridal shop.


"I'm going nuts over this whole wedding thingy."

我还剩多少?

我一直在想：一个只活了30年的人，在面对死亡时，是什么样的感受? 这或许是我无法想象的吧。

还有一年就30岁了。总觉得我还有很多事情都还没有完成，还没开始，还没结束。如果只能活30年，那我这29年也算是白活了吧，呵呵呵。

那剩下的一年就好好的活下去吧！



"We are missing you already."

Pls Watch

さようなら．．．

Remember the friend who had cancer? Well, she had left us. I guessed all those battles had tired her out.

I hope she will find peace. I hope she is in heaven right now.

My New Toy

Q Steer Choro Q!
Copen.
Subaru 360.
With remote controller!

Hahaha. My new toy car, Choro Q! 超可愛い！It comes with a remote controller too. Yes, it can move. How cute. But not cheap at all. The box with controller and car costs 24.90SGD and the car alone is 16.90SGD. But how can I resist these cute cute cars!


"Well, we're living in a material world, and I'm a material girl... or boy."