Me, a Lolita?
"ゴスロリが大好きだから。"
Monday, March 31, 2008
Oh Yes, Lolita!
Went down to Far East with Ano-chan just now. She saw a Goth-Lolita-Punk top which she coveted during our last shopping trip, and so, she had bought it, along with a GLP short skirt. 超可愛いですよ！And I also took the liberty to try on one of the GLP dresses. Love it!
Who do I want to Be?
I just want to be myself.
A happy one at that. Just me. I can slog at work, take all the beatings at work, but at the end of the day, I know that I am still me. I have my own views, though I might be quiet about it. Nobody can instigate me to do something I don't like. That's me.
"Someday I will be Queen, but I will always be myself."
A happy one at that. Just me. I can slog at work, take all the beatings at work, but at the end of the day, I know that I am still me. I have my own views, though I might be quiet about it. Nobody can instigate me to do something I don't like. That's me.
"Someday I will be Queen, but I will always be myself."
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Put Happiness on Top!
If your reputation is your top concern, revise your list. Put happiness on top!
Do you want to live your life your own way, or do you want to figure out how other people expect you to live your life and then put all your energy into living up to what you think their ideal is? If your reputation is your top concern, where on your list of priorities would you put your happiness? Stop making choices based on how you will look in the eyes of others. That doesn't matter in the long run. Do something because it's right for you, today.
My horoscope for the day. And how true can it get! And to those who had wronged me, betrayed my trust and friendship, I forgive you. Because I've got a life ahead of me and I will not let you get me down. My happiness is on top of my list. You are entitled to your own opinions and me to mine. If you think you are right, then you are right. I shall not argue or ask why.
And I refuse to make my life miserable by condemning you.
"A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your successes."
Do you want to live your life your own way, or do you want to figure out how other people expect you to live your life and then put all your energy into living up to what you think their ideal is? If your reputation is your top concern, where on your list of priorities would you put your happiness? Stop making choices based on how you will look in the eyes of others. That doesn't matter in the long run. Do something because it's right for you, today.
My horoscope for the day. And how true can it get! And to those who had wronged me, betrayed my trust and friendship, I forgive you. Because I've got a life ahead of me and I will not let you get me down. My happiness is on top of my list. You are entitled to your own opinions and me to mine. If you think you are right, then you are right. I shall not argue or ask why.
And I refuse to make my life miserable by condemning you.
"A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your successes."
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Shopping Spree
Went on a shopping spree today. All I can say is, it's good to go shopping with your girlfriends :)
"My shoulders looked as if they were going to give way."
"My shoulders looked as if they were going to give way."
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
New Found Happiness
You know, I've always been this cranky and hot-tempered girl. Especially during work, I would scold my MAs when they do things that piss me off. Well, a lot of things pisses me off.
So one day, I scold this MA when she told me she doesn't know how to use a vacuum cleaner. Then, a couple of weeks later, when she saw me looking tired and worn out, she offered me her chair to rest on. At that instance, I felt guilty and ashamed of myself. She had repaid my insolence and haughtiness with kindness.
And for some reasons, I felt some changes in me soon after this episode. For some strange reasons, I began to feel peace in my heart and mind. I do feel anger, but I am able to bring it down before hurtful words come out of my mouth. I think that it is a really wonderful feeling. To treat people kindly and with respect. To be able to smile when you really feel like smiling, to laugh when you feel like laughing. It's all so genuine.
And now, I am able to talk and joke with my MAs and other people without being like a hot-headed, crazy woman, just like before. I have also learned to take things easy. Just shrug them off, if you know what I mean.
"Try it. It's addictive."
So one day, I scold this MA when she told me she doesn't know how to use a vacuum cleaner. Then, a couple of weeks later, when she saw me looking tired and worn out, she offered me her chair to rest on. At that instance, I felt guilty and ashamed of myself. She had repaid my insolence and haughtiness with kindness.
And for some reasons, I felt some changes in me soon after this episode. For some strange reasons, I began to feel peace in my heart and mind. I do feel anger, but I am able to bring it down before hurtful words come out of my mouth. I think that it is a really wonderful feeling. To treat people kindly and with respect. To be able to smile when you really feel like smiling, to laugh when you feel like laughing. It's all so genuine.
And now, I am able to talk and joke with my MAs and other people without being like a hot-headed, crazy woman, just like before. I have also learned to take things easy. Just shrug them off, if you know what I mean.
"Try it. It's addictive."
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
BS 1st Meeting
Yesterday's meeting with the BS was unbelievably short. We went there to discuss about the WG design. I thought it would take at least 3 hours to come to an understanding and consensus of the design, but we only took one and a half hours. I was thinking that maybe I had been too easy to please. Or maybe the designer knew what I was thinking and what I wanted. Something good had better come out of it. Either way, the 1st fitting will be in June. 楽しみです！
"I am trying my best to relax."
"I am trying my best to relax."
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